love and wasc.

no wasc is not a sexually transmitted diesease, its a leadership conference. it is amazing. i never wanted to leave once the weekend began. it was filled with fun and new friends, and for me maybe a new man. ;) thats right, im on the hunt again ladies. and gents. its really a funny thing when out of 750 kids, you meet a boy from hanford. my rival school, and it clicks. not like a magical i feel like ive known you forever click, but one of new oppotunity and excitement. i am only in high school after all.

if something isnt good enough, something better will come around. I dont know if this is true of not, but im so willing to find out at this point in my life.
honestly i couldnt tell you how many tears i have cried mending my broken heart. how many pages of journals i have filled out. i couldnt tell you. but all i can say is it was not worth it.

life is so positive lately. Basketball is great, im getting ready every day. 2 hours a day goin hard at the gym. its my life. and school is great! and now, im happy. sooo sooo happy. :) I love life.